I’m moving on, at last I can see, life has been patiently waiting for me. And I know there’s no guarantees, but I’m not alone. There comes a time in everyone’s life that all you can see are the years passing by. And I’ve made up my mind those days are gone. I’m moving on…

We were all given free will and the ability to make our own choices in life. What’s held true in my life is that when you navigate off your path or if you are in a situation that’s not for you, the God that I serve will give you subtle hints. These hints, or gut … Continue reading I’m moving on, at last I can see, life has been patiently waiting for me. And I know there’s no guarantees, but I’m not alone. There comes a time in everyone’s life that all you can see are the years passing by. And I’ve made up my mind those days are gone. I’m moving on…

I’m crazy for you, touch me once and you’ll know it’s true, I never wanted anyone like this, it’s all brand new, You’ll feel it in my kiss, I’m crazy for you… Crazy For You, Madonna

I have heard countless times in my life that when you stop searching for someone, that’s when they will appear. Of course I’ve never been one to listen to sound reasoning. My life up until the last year and a half has been going from one long term relationship right into the next one. I … Continue reading I’m crazy for you, touch me once and you’ll know it’s true, I never wanted anyone like this, it’s all brand new, You’ll feel it in my kiss, I’m crazy for you… Crazy For You, Madonna

You sang ’til I found my song, You danced ’til my heart woke up. Now I move to the rhythm of love. I can’t praise You enough. You wept ’til I found my strength. You lost your breath dying to save me. Now I’ll never go back to that grave, I can’t praise You enough. And if time were to stall, I can never tell it all, words are few, this will have to do. I just wanna thank You… “Thank You”…Maverick City Music

I’m in such a good place right now. I think I know what peace in my soul actually feels like. Although it’s still a work in progress, I have done so much work on myself in the past year that I know that I’m on my way. I continue to pray for wisdom and guidance … Continue reading You sang ’til I found my song, You danced ’til my heart woke up. Now I move to the rhythm of love. I can’t praise You enough. You wept ’til I found my strength. You lost your breath dying to save me. Now I’ll never go back to that grave, I can’t praise You enough. And if time were to stall, I can never tell it all, words are few, this will have to do. I just wanna thank You… “Thank You”…Maverick City Music

Loving can hurt, loving can hurt sometimes. But it’s the only thing that I know. When it gets hard, you know it can get hard sometimes. It is the only thing makes us feel alive…Photograph by Ed Sheeran

If you know me, you know that I love, love. With Valentine’s Day being tomorrow, and it being my second Valentine’s Day alone, I’m good with it. Like 100% good with it. I love seeing all the posts on FB about how people met their partners and all their relationship questions and answers. I read … Continue reading Loving can hurt, loving can hurt sometimes. But it’s the only thing that I know. When it gets hard, you know it can get hard sometimes. It is the only thing makes us feel alive…Photograph by Ed Sheeran

I came in like a wrecking ball, I never hit so hard in love, all I wanted was to break your walls, all you ever did was wreck me…you wrecked me.

I knew at some point my ex would try to wiggle his way back in...they usually do. I guess the holidays have him all in his feelings and sentimental. But last night I hear the dreaded notification on my phone. I haven’t heard that sound consistently in almost a year, and NEVER when the sun … Continue reading I came in like a wrecking ball, I never hit so hard in love, all I wanted was to break your walls, all you ever did was wreck me…you wrecked me.

I don’t want no scrub, a scrub is a guy that can’t get no love from me, hanging out the passenger side of his best friend’s ride, tryin to holla at me…🎶🎵🎶🎵

I suppose it was my fault. There was not one single thing on my dating profile that said “I will not let you borrow $50 until payday.” My bad! Noted though. I just assumed that some things are just off the table. But like they say, ‘to assume, makes an ass of you and me.’ … Continue reading I don’t want no scrub, a scrub is a guy that can’t get no love from me, hanging out the passenger side of his best friend’s ride, tryin to holla at me…🎶🎵🎶🎵

🎶🎵🎶105 is the number that comes to my head, when I think of all the years I wanna be with you. Wake up every morning with you in my bed. That’s precisely what I plan to do. Jason Derulo…Marry Me🎶🎵🎶🎶

I hate the whole dating world. Everything it is terrifies me and makes me sick to my stomach at the same time. I kind of want to bypass the whole dating phase and jump straight into being married for 20 years. Which I suppose is how I got here in the first place. Having said … Continue reading 🎶🎵🎶105 is the number that comes to my head, when I think of all the years I wanna be with you. Wake up every morning with you in my bed. That’s precisely what I plan to do. Jason Derulo…Marry Me🎶🎵🎶🎶

🎶🎵Just leave me alone, just let me let go. I won’t be your back-up, better than nothin, or your anything’s better than being on your own. Do what you do best when I need you the most…just leave me alone🎶🎵

So, after 8 months of isolating myself and soul searching, I decided I’m totally done being alone. And since I enjoy a good challenge, I came to this decision in the middle of a world-wide pandemic. I posted a profile on popular dating website. 😬 I must admit this decision has been so terribly difficult. … Continue reading 🎶🎵Just leave me alone, just let me let go. I won’t be your back-up, better than nothin, or your anything’s better than being on your own. Do what you do best when I need you the most…just leave me alone🎶🎵

I wish you the best of all this world could give. And I told you when you left me, there’s nothing to forgive. But I always thought you’d come back, tell me all you found was heartbreak and misery. It’s hard for me to say, I’m jealous of the way…you’re happy without me. 🎶🎵🎶🎵

Last song I burned up like the one above was Purple Rain. I remember it very vividly...this guy who was crazy about me used to sing it at this karaoke bar my BFF and I used to go to several nights a week. It was a packed house and we felt like celebrities when he … Continue reading I wish you the best of all this world could give. And I told you when you left me, there’s nothing to forgive. But I always thought you’d come back, tell me all you found was heartbreak and misery. It’s hard for me to say, I’m jealous of the way…you’re happy without me. 🎶🎵🎶🎵