Author: Holly Nicole

Forty (something) year old dog mom to the best dog in the world- I’m a lover as well as a fighter, a friend, keeper of secrets; I’m outspoken, yet introverted. I have a good sense of humor, but get anxiety when someone laughs at my jokes. Sarcasm and cynicism are my super powers. Just a girl trying to navigate my way through being single with a little whiskey and self-deprecating humor.

I wish you the best of all this world could give. And I told you when you left me, there’s nothing to forgive. But I always thought you’d come back, tell me all you found was heartbreak and misery. It’s hard for me to say, I’m jealous of the way…you’re happy without me. 🎶🎵🎶🎵

Last song I burned up like the one above was Purple Rain. I remember it very vividly...this guy who was crazy about me used to sing it at this karaoke bar my BFF and I used to go to several nights a week. It was a packed house and we felt like celebrities when he … Continue reading I wish you the best of all this world could give. And I told you when you left me, there’s nothing to forgive. But I always thought you’d come back, tell me all you found was heartbreak and misery. It’s hard for me to say, I’m jealous of the way…you’re happy without me. 🎶🎵🎶🎵 →

” I’m one number away from calling you…I said I was through, but I’m dying inside, got my head in a mess girl I confess, I lied when I said ‘I’m leaving and not coming back’…” (One Number Away…Luke Combs)

In my mind there is always a song playing. In a matter of minutes I can go from Biggie to Dustin Lynch and then over to Al Green and then to Elevation Worship. I have musical A.D.D. In the middle of one song, it can trigger a memory and I will switch to a different … Continue reading ” I’m one number away from calling you…I said I was through, but I’m dying inside, got my head in a mess girl I confess, I lied when I said ‘I’m leaving and not coming back’…” (One Number Away…Luke Combs) →

As good as you make me feel, I wanna make you feel better. Better than your fairy tales, better than your best dreams…you’re more than everything I need…you’re all I ever wanted…🎶🎵🎶🎵

I have to include all the lyrics to Hunter Hayes, ‘Wanted’ in my post because these words are so VERY important to me. I’m sure I’m not alone, here. Every single woman wants to be wanted. I’m not talking in a sexual way, either. Every woman wants to be valued and loved and put up … Continue reading As good as you make me feel, I wanna make you feel better. Better than your fairy tales, better than your best dreams…you’re more than everything I need…you’re all I ever wanted…🎶🎵🎶🎵 →

Honesty is such a lonely word. Everyone is so untrue. Honesty is hardly ever heard. And mostly what I need from you…🎶🎵🎶

*My post titles usually have a reference to a movie or a song lyric. Sometimes it’s easier to get your feelings across by that avenue rather than anything else. My favorite quote of all time was written by Rayya Elias and reads: “The truth has legs; It always stands. When everything else in the room … Continue reading Honesty is such a lonely word. Everyone is so untrue. Honesty is hardly ever heard. And mostly what I need from you…🎶🎵🎶 →

I would do anything for love, but I won’t do that🎶🎵🎶… Establish non-negotiables

I’ve written this post in its entirety three times, but each time it went a little too far into Grenade and his life, which I didn’t find fair. I never asked his permission to share his business and therefore I didn’t feel it was a good idea. So, having said that, I will try my … Continue reading I would do anything for love, but I won’t do that🎶🎵🎶… Establish non-negotiables →